They ask me if I'm alright
I say I'm fine
I lied
I straighten my back
I strengthen my shoulders
But the spirit lacks
My mind is somewhere miles away
My body refuses to accept the facts
When tears dry
Leaving their stains in my sheets, black
As witness to my cries
However,
I refuse to let go
Look up to the sky
I want everyone to know
Not cower and be shy
That I refuse to let show
This sadness of mine
I wear this smile like a mask
A thin layer, not shown in eyes
Me feeling like a husk, a cask
like a person I despise
but it won't be my demise
I strengthen my back
I straighten my shoulders
I look forward
Staring up
at a bus stop
looking at a turbulent moon
talking small
nothing at all
witnessing the radiant moon
in memory
I see you and me
Adoring a beautiful moon
Clouds rage by
Shrouding in ebony
The nightly sky
Bringing back reality
That we are at a bus stop
In the middle of nowhere in town
People walking by, looking down
Missing the display in the sky
Leaving only you and I
One day I was fascinated by a tree in a meadow
Fascinated by the light that played with its shadow
The wind gently blowing,
The leaves' whispers flowing
And the grass hugging my bare feet
I was dumbstruck on freshly ploughed ground
Its total vastness had me standing astound
The bugs in the sand
The lay of the land
And the dirt caressing my feet
A while ago I was amazed on a plain
The wind was howling oh so insane
Then a bird just flew by
So high in the sky
With the wind rummaging my hair
But now I am pondering by the flames
Watching them play their cheerful games
With a crisp and a flutter
A snap and a sputter
And its warmt
They ask me if I'm alright
I say I'm fine
I lied
I straighten my back
I strengthen my shoulders
But the spirit lacks
My mind is somewhere miles away
My body refuses to accept the facts
When tears dry
Leaving their stains in my sheets, black
As witness to my cries
However,
I refuse to let go
Look up to the sky
I want everyone to know
Not cower and be shy
That I refuse to let show
This sadness of mine
I wear this smile like a mask
A thin layer, not shown in eyes
Me feeling like a husk, a cask
like a person I despise
but it won't be my demise
I strengthen my back
I straighten my shoulders
I look forward
Staring up
at a bus stop
looking at a turbulent moon
talking small
nothing at all
witnessing the radiant moon
in memory
I see you and me
Adoring a beautiful moon
Clouds rage by
Shrouding in ebony
The nightly sky
Bringing back reality
That we are at a bus stop
In the middle of nowhere in town
People walking by, looking down
Missing the display in the sky
Leaving only you and I